Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 6:32 AM
okay
tmrws orientation
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm so freaking not prepared
like hello.
my biological clock is like upside down
and it takes like a miracle to be able to wake up at 550 tmrw
and i'm too used to waking up and 11 watch tv and then sit in front of the com
i just receive the letter from nyp about orientation
code of conduct: slippers or sandals without back strap is not allowed
i'm didnt see anything
and water games
wtf
i'm going to say my period come or something
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school requires a laptop
but i dont dare ask for one
cos i'm the stupid idiot who told my father that i want to use the notebook at home
i should seriously just shut my big fat gap shut
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i begged my parents for a mp3/mp4
since forever ever since my old one died
a big fat NO come straight into my face
my dad is super convinced that i will turn deaf within a month if he gets me a mp3/mp4
cos he says i will blast my music
and my mother is happily agreeing to what my dad say
because it means she doesnt need to spend any more money on me
!!!!
everytime i managed to convince my parents
the stupid news will show some random people going deaf because they blast they're music
and my dad will happily tell me how he save my life and stuff like that
long distance trip to school is not a good enough excuse
what is?
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went ikea to help my help get some stuff
i ended up buying my stuff rather than hers
i should totally stay at home
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my stupid 80gb hardrive became too full
so i have that stupid honour to delete whats unneccessary
omg
the worst job on earth
go through that stupid 80gb worth of stuff
seperating them
see what files are similar delete
if its music file
listen to all the similar one
delete the lower quality ones and the super high quality ones
my playlist is like majorly screwed
i cant believe how stupid i am
downloading files with no subs
thinking i'm a genius or something
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my dog is like super pms-y these days
he starts pooing and peeing everywhere at every corner
and i have to clean every single poo/pee he pooed/peeed
while my stupid sister who supposedly SHARE the dog with my shake her leg and tell me how busy she is
she doesnt even want to pay our dog expenses
so her ''jie jie'' here pay for everything
and like what
i'm like shit poor now cos i have no income/allowance
since my mom flatly refuses to give my money since i slack at home all day long
and i'm living on my angpow money and past saving la
stupid bitch
my moms nowhere better
she came home one day and start displaying nearly hundreds of itinerary infront of me oneday and start talking about shanghai
and she ask my sisters whether they want to come along
so i asked her whether i can go
and she gave me a direct NO without thinking
wtf
she's like purposely trying to make me jealous la
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you know how funny it is when you and your sisters have totally different personalities
like they're like OBSESSED with being skinny and thin
and forever weighing themselves to see whether they're skinny or not
and like what
i'm like totally bochup with my weight
and eat whatever i want for the past 17 years of my life
and they're exercising desperately trying to get skinnier
when i'm like sleeping/slacking at home waiting for the sky to drop
WHEN its actually I who should go and exercise and lose POUNDS AND CALORIES
but i guess i'm being more like them this few days?
and my sister like working super hard for o's
and shes like only SEC3
like hello?
when i was sec3 i practically towned and kboxed all day long
and studies was the last thing i worry/stress myself about
and shes preparing now la
and i only started preparing for o's like 2weeks before prelims?
and she come home and cry cos she didnt do well for test
and i come home everyday happily even though i'm failing practically everything
and she promised herself not to leave singapore for holiday until her o's
i think shes retarded
she told my mom she doesnt want to go shanghai
OMG. how stupid can she get
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i totally dread the fact that i have to drag myself to the mrt station and take an hour trip to school
YUCKS
i'm sooooooooooooooooo nervoussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
wish me luck
cos my last orientation is a nightmare and something i dont want to remember